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Double Visions

by Dutch Tulips

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1.
Doo doo I’m walking through the park It’s doing nothing for me I tried being smart That’s doing nothing for me I water the garden That’s doing nothing for me I’ll swallow anything That’s doing nothing for me Oh oooh Tell me your codes and I’ll Tell you ohhh All of my codes too Oh oooh Tell me your codes and I’ll Tell you ohhh All of my codes too I jump into the fire I have no words about me I am for nothing out I am for what’s left in me A pungent amulet A Cascade of crisis And then Eraserhead I’ve lost all future lunches Oh oooh Tell me your codes and I’ll Tell you ohhh All of my codes too Oh oooh Tell me your codes and I’ll Tell you ohhh All of my codes too Doo doo Do dooo Oh oooh Tell me your codes and I’ll Tell you ohhh All of my codes too Oh oooh Tell me your codes and I’ll Tell you ohhh All of my codes too Oh oooh Tell me your codes and I’ll Tell you ohhh All of my codes Tonight
2.
Pez Mansion 03:16
Things Hardening in my head Like pez Trapped between plastic walls And I don’t wanna go to bed no more Now I don’t wanna sleep It’s hard to be in my head Sweet dreamerless water turns to fog Sucre macabre, Killer. In the middle with a neon blacklight I don’t wanna be sweet on you A pez mansion In the Freon moonlight With a space to fill Choking up a pill Wooah Waddap baddap Ohh Like pez It’s hardening in my head Torsioning my jaw And I don’t wanna go to bed no more No, I don’t wanna sleep! Spring loads when winter ends Summer’s bound to fall Then there’s autumn For the dilettantes Can’t see them at all In the middle with a neon blacklight I don’t wanna be sweet on you Pez mansion in the Freon moonlight With a space to fill Choking up a pill Woah oh ill Interlude Hard to be in my head Like pez Trapped between plastic walls And I do t wanna go to bed no more Can’t sleep In the middle got a neon blacklight I don’t wanna be sweet on you Pez mansion in the Freon moonlight With a space to fill Choking up a pill
3.
Baphomet on lapel pin means Rosemary’s baby is all that I need Goes to shows Dreams the impossible Betty Boop no longer on TV All temptation is Discovering nature now Are you purified for relation now Perilous in your station now Rosemary’s baby is all I wanted I believe in what’s best for me So long waiting for proper endings I’m drowsy in my dream Darkness enters Through an arched window Haunts you like a slice cut from the whole A warm center Makes the rest seem cold No silver linings in Clouded vision though With perfect timing The darkest center holds Watch the sky for the planes Cut the grass for a fee Rosemary’s baby is all I wanted I believe in what’s best for me So long waiting for proper endings Drowsy in my dream Rosemary’s baby is all I wanted I believe in what’s best for me So long waiting for proper endings, Drowsy in my dream Rosemary’s baby is all I wanted I believe in what’s best for me So long waiting for proper endings Drowsy in my dream
4.
I see you all Fading out of view I see you all Wanting not to Wrong way back Gotta let go I know I know Wonders let you down Tyrants keep eyes on you Don’t want a simple heart I call it no blood and no truth Maybe all I need is just a little Tuck and roll Anything I need For my selves Sometimes I’m in a phase Sometimes I’m at a stage Stages and phases I see you all fading into view I see you as one and not two Wrong way back no bread crumb I am as one Sometimes I am in a phase Sometimes I am at a stage Stages and phases No need to be afraid A rope swing to a different plane Stages and phases Crooked faces I know that you know me I know you do I cannot even smell ya later With all this and more I come Crawling exhausted to Your fringes Sometimes I am in a phase Sometimes I am at a stage Stages and phases No need to be afraid A smoke ring from a different flame Stages and phases Crooked faces Faces, faces Crooked faces
5.
EMDR 04:01
EMDR a CD player Fine clouds above Lay upon the grass I’m reading ParadIse Lost I’m an hour in Modernity is trash I’m calm and collecting I dig the skin and bones Cause they’re death driven I’m nervous all of the time But I’ve got a system EMDR I’m for hire EMDR I am a survivor EMDR I’m for hire EMDR I am a survivor EMDR a CD player Fine clouds above Lay upon the grass When your future’s gone Then the time is now EMDR look upon the past I consider the love Why’s it look so wrong My shadow’s good looking Looked after Looked down on This is distorted love From your midnight sun The past is all in a flash Since we dropped the big one EMDR I’m for hire EMDR I am a survivor EMDR I’m for hire EMDR I am a survivor Why so sad and lonely I show you how you’re black and blue You’ll never be alone with me Ain’t that true? EMDR I’m for hire EMDR I am a survivor EMDR a CD player Fine clouds above Lay upon the grass When your future’s gone Then the time is now EMDR look upon the past
6.
Why cannot I have fun I bet it's cause everything falls apart If I smile There's nothing in this world for me Here is to looking at you Go and smash a frozen orange Or hold this ice for a while The melting will teach you About the hurt of the melt And I’m in love with the world I'm not in love with myself When I'm all stressed out Or I'm all messed up feeling by myself I am sharing a dove with the world It's cooked in a fire of doubts When I'm all stressed out Or I'm all messed up feeling all alone Oh why cannot I have fun I bet it's cause everything Falls upon me like I'm still a child There's nothing in this world for me Here is to looking at you, kid Well go and smash a frozen orange or Throw some ice at the tile It's all that we do when it's what we need If you want to quit your thoughts Light a candle for the company And start with your breathing No reasons no needs and no feelings And if you want to quit your mind Light a candle for yourself inside And start with your breathing Even I can do it so Why cannot I have fun I bet it's cause everything falls apart If I smile There's nothing in this world for me Here is to looking at you Go and smash a frozen orange Or hold this ice for a while The melting will teach you About the hurt of the melt I’m in love with the world I'm not in love with myself When I'm all stressed out Or I'm all messed up feeling by myself I am sharing a dove with the world It's cooked in a fire of doubts When I'm all stressed out Or I'm all messed up feeling all alone I am serious A serious kind of a child It's all that I do is it who I am?
7.
Alien 03:55
I stay home and I tend
To my alien (to my alien) I stay home and I tend
To my alien (to my alien) Why go out When your interest Lies at home Tubes and bubbles Life supported Lamps and tomes And Coca Cola C’mere I’ll show ya Collecting starlight Decades pass To make you rather strange Earthling despairing With your leaders quite deranged A Roman loner Aliens will show you Well I can just stay home And tend to my alien It’s not like I long for much Of anything at all I realize it’s not a lie That lives inside of me It’s me and only me I’m smooth and slimy I’m getting stronger every day God save the humans Help them not to destroy me With Coca Cola My powers show up Some kind of nature Some kind of freaky lovely thing You find it scary But you’re a fascist, I’m a king Your Coca Cola is Helping me grow stronger While I stay home and I tend to my alien Starlight pooling un-wounding My alien In this life I feel like I am an alien I’ll fight to protect her She’s my alien (She’s my alien) Well I can just stay home And tend to my alien It’s not like I long for much Of anything at all I realize it’s not a lie That lives inside of me It’s me and only me Well I can just stay home And tend to my alien It’s not like I long for much Of anything at all I realize it’s not a lie That lives inside of me It’s me and only me
8.
Oh, better than a soul All I need is something better than a soul Oh, there’s nothing like a soul no you know there’s nothing Nothing like a soul So, I gave up control I gave up I gave up all of my control Oh, Looking for a soul I was only looking looking for a soul Get your damned hands up and on to me I don’t want to be without you anymore Whether or not you’re trying for me There’s a verse in Deuteronomy All I know is that the mission’s long Too long for something wrong with me I don’t got a cold shoulder anymore I’m feeling much better than before Oh, looking for a soul I found out that I have something Dark and cold Oh, touching high and low Bleed it out and sing it While you’re growing old Soul, there’s nothing like a soul I gave up I gave up all of my control Oh, looking for a soul I was only looking looking for a soul Get your damned hands up and onto me I don’t want to be without you anymore Whether or not you’re trying for me Black boxes for the rest of me I don’t want to be without you any more Whether or not you found the keys I don’t got a cold shoulder anymore I’m much more alone now than before Show you what it’s for
9.
Sick Middle 03:28
Woohoo I’m gonna need some help with this I get sick every time I try Woohoo I’m gonna need some help with this I get sick every time I try Allston so sick in the middle Doomsday I get the ya ya’s out yeah yeah What I’m saying actual hell You had better pray for sleep Before the day you flash wide awake Painted hinges a system of trash I was a gazelle killer baby Bread crumbs donuts and ash Turn it around feral child You’ve got nothing When you are just too wild I’ve been acting out For so long now The wild in these parts So that I can bear to calm down In places cool and warm They’re vividly sanctioned Emptiness will cost you a dime Woohoo I’m gonna need some help with this I get sick every time I try Woohoo I’m gonna need some help with this I get sick every time I try Poor me so sick in the middle Hot petulance you da-da-da died Conjure me numberless woe One game where you don’t know where’s It gonna go Poor me I’m guilting the hoard With rotten blood It’s a miracle you patterned the walls Hot cups Speakers to bust Proud Mary they can hear us outside I’ve been singing the lows For so long now Come on boys come on With your scythes and happy frowns Settle up or down Where it goes We don’t have to know Woohoo I’m gonna need some help with this I get sick every time I try Woohoo I’m gonna need some help with this I get sick every time I try
10.
Food and TV 03:37
I was at home and Had not yet received Any of that inner voice From expired belief And I really wanna be someone Gleaning normalcy And I guess I’d better eat something Channels changing me Food and TV What if you’re better than me Then what will I do baby Food and TV Oh what if you’re better Then what will I do babe Hearses for mammals You can drive or ride 7th heaven, MTV, Springer The great outside By the time I’m on the last pretzel French’s down the side I think I really want to be someone I’ve been watching like Food and TV What if you’re better than me Then what will I do baby Food and TV Oh what if you’re better Then what will I do babe I’m not gonna just hang around I’m not gonna be down and out One way runaway I can hear it now Hear it now Hear it now
11.
Disconnected 02:51
I’m disconnected Self disrespect It’s getting all up In my head like Nothin’ nothin’ Go get the Legos Red yellow block flows Potion to my poison Nothin’ No! Disconnected Makes you feel alone You’re not alone You’re unknown Disconnected Makes you feel alone You’re not alone Well I’m disconnected All up in my head I got the Paranoid chain link Nothin' nothin' Go get the legos Red yellow block flows Potion to the poison Nothin’ Disconnected Makes you feel alone You’re not alone You’re unknown Disconnected Makes you feel alone You’re not alone No! Disconnected Makes you feel alone You’re not alone You’re unknown Disconnected Makes you feel alone You’re not alone We’re gonna have to try so hard We’re gonna have to look around I swear they want me disconnected from my bones
12.
Too Late 04:35
Too late you always are I’ve seen you coming I’ve seen so far Just like a lizard upon a rock I see you’re sunning your lizard parts Because too late you always are And I see right through you To the sky and stars Well I’d give em’ to you If it weren’t so hard But I see right through you To what you are OK I’ve been deceived When what you really are Was a trick on me Just like a lizard upon a rock I see you’re shining for lizard hearts Because too late you always are And I see right through you To the sky and stars Well I’d give them to you If it weren’t so hard But I see right through you To what you’re not

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released April 23, 2021

Written and performed by Dutch Tulips

Recorded and Mixed by Andrew Oedel at Ghost Hit Recording

Mastered by Brian Lucey at Magic Garden

Artwork by Dillion Arloff

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